...Don't. Neither - Neither could I.

[His shoulders shake with the effort, shutting his eyes as if that'll help stem the tide of tears.]

I - hated you, but...it wasn't your fault, was it? You - you wanted to save him.

[It hurts - It hurts so much, and he's not sure he can do anything else but sit here and try not to drown in all of his emotions.]

....I'm sorry-!

[...But he can't keep it back for long, and he breaks into tears right in front of her, bringing his hands up to cover his face.]