Maybe a little of both, I suppose. I've been at this a long time, Mitsuru. If it's all been for nothing, then I have a lot of blood on my hands for no reason.
[oh. that feeling. that feeling of helplessness, of loss, of feeling as though everything you did was pointless]
I wouldn't say that, Red. Perhaps there is a better way. But you're here, doing what you believe is right to protect a large majority of people, until that better way is found.
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:02 am (UTC)Is that what you have to believe to keep yourself together? Or. . . because you truly believe that to be true?
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:07 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-06-24 04:23 am (UTC)I wouldn't say that, Red. Perhaps there is a better way. But you're here, doing what you believe is right to protect a large majority of people, until that better way is found.
That is important. And that is worthwhile.
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:35 am (UTC)[She sounds tired too.]
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:39 am (UTC)[because she wants to free Red. she wants to]
If there is a better way, I'd like to do everything within my power to find it.
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:40 am (UTC)[Because despite what she says, she wants out too.]
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Date: 2018-06-24 04:42 am (UTC)[in a heartbeat, without a doubt]
I can guarantee that.