But are you sure? [Chuuta knows what it's like to have something you can't live with and living on anyway. He knows what it's like to tell yourself something you don't believe until believing it makes everything easier.
If she's sure it's worth it, beyond the shadow of a doubt, then maybe it is. But if she isn't... that just makes everything worse than it could be.]
It's so quiet in his head right now, no comments or observations or the background blur of emotions that he'd never realized weren't his. It's empty, being alone in his own head.]
I can't... [He says, aloud and quiet as he tries again and again to just wipe his tears away and not be crying.] I can't do this. I can't. I thought I could help people, I thought I could protect people, but I'm not good enough.
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:22 am (UTC)If she's sure it's worth it, beyond the shadow of a doubt, then maybe it is. But if she isn't... that just makes everything worse than it could be.]
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:37 am (UTC)She just falls silent.]
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:42 am (UTC)She isn't sure. She's done this so many times but she isn't sure it's worth it.
They're still going to die anyway. Chuuta doesn't say anything, because there's nothing to say.]
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Date: 2018-06-26 04:47 am (UTC)So instead, Red will lean against the counter and start humming.]
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Date: 2018-06-26 02:37 pm (UTC)It's so quiet in his head right now, no comments or observations or the background blur of emotions that he'd never realized weren't his. It's empty, being alone in his own head.]
I can't... [He says, aloud and quiet as he tries again and again to just wipe his tears away and not be crying.] I can't do this. I can't. I thought I could help people, I thought I could protect people, but I'm not good enough.
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Date: 2018-06-26 06:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-06-27 12:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-06-27 07:13 pm (UTC)ah yes the most terrifying tag i have ever received in my rp career
Date: 2018-06-29 12:54 am (UTC)But...]
You want us to give up, don't you? You just want us to stop fighting.
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Date: 2018-07-02 03:33 pm (UTC)But at the same time, if you did give up, I would not blame you.
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Date: 2018-07-02 11:01 pm (UTC)